I am haunted by a past I cannot go back to.

20.

Graduated. Cardiologist.

Father. Husband.

Still on the never ending search for who I thought I'd be.

15-  homeowner, 2 degrees, in med school.... but still searching. feels like im chasing a straw man of who i told myself i would be.

"What happened to you? Life. Life happened"

09- Single, lost, drunk, smoker, unemployed, depressed, alone, borderline suicidal

13- 4 year relationship, graduated, emoloyed at hospital, sober, non-smoker, growing up... I guess

I guess we all change, eh?

Can't believe it's been going on 13 years... Jesus. What can I say? Time flies when you're having fun.

No one noticed I'm sure. Just a fart in the wind. Life has a funny way of stealing me from time to time.

You guys make me smile :)

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I'm still alive, just a crazy hard semester in college. So I haven't been on the boards much... Just hangin around the portal. I'll be back soon enough... I missed my 9th birthday.. DAMN

Hi guys, how ya doin?

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